I subscribe to a free e-mail news letter provided by the Skeptics Society. The news letter arrives once a week and it has several articles which are always very interesting. Anyone who wants to receive the news letter, please send an e-mail to email@example.com The "president" of the Skeptics Society is Michael Shermer, who I was honored to have listened to at a local debate.
Shermer is a former Christian and is now a hardcore athiest. He has written several books which are probably available at your local library. Some of these books include, Why Darwin Matters, The Science of Good and Evil, & Why People Believe Wierd Things.
Visit http://www.skeptic.com/ and you can also listen to their podcast, Skepticality. They also have several links to cool YouTube videos, many of which explain what might appear to be supernatural.
There is nothing wrong with being a skeptic, as I surely am.
Just another evil apostate...